BECCA

Monday 15 April 2013

I don't like you!!


I avoided my close friends
and only looked at you
I learned how to cook for the first time
and only waited for you
You are so mean,
you are so bad
I did everything
that you wanted
All day, I cried then laughed,
like a crazy person
Did you want me to be like this as well?
Don’t you ever love again
Because you’re such a bad person
For the price of leaving me, don’t ever be happy
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
You are such a mean person,
you are such a bad person
How can it be so painful
when there are no scars?
How can it hurt so much,
as if I’ve caught a nasty cold
You are so mean, you are so bad
Was my innocent love that fun to you?
All day, I curse at you and hate you, as if I forgot you
But the more I do so, the more tears flow
Don’t you ever love again
Because you’re such a bad person
For the price of leaving me, don’t ever be happy
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you

Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
Sweet, sweet – even the sweet whispers of love
I didn’t know that they were all lies
I was still young so I believed everything you told me
And I regret that so much
You are so mean, you are so bad
Are tears the last part
of love that you taught me?
I want to meet someone better than you
And smile every single day
Watch over
the happy me from afar

Tuesday 22 January 2013

don't be good to me....

dear someone....
Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder

I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about ti again and again as if I took a picture

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchalantly introduce me as just someone you know

The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't want to answer, but I couldn't
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way

Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool in front of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore